Yes, I admit I live partially in fear and yes its does stop me from doing more amazing things. And Yes I do procrastinate, more than I should.
That’s ‘Step One’ to resolving your issues: admitting you have them. Right?
[Background context] I was massively shy growing up as a child and even still I would take on board too many thoughts about what other people think of me, my actions, my appearance, my identities. Which is why I am drawn to the arts such as painting and writing because it was a safer world than reality. A place that I could escape to express my self with no one looking or judging apart from me!
I’ve always wandered what my purpose in life is and have always been aware of my personal growth questioning the world, contrary to having been absorbed into the recent healing, collective wave of consciousness.
As it so happens I browsed Amazon and found this beauty! – Elizabeth Gilbert’s Big Magic
–Disclaimer: I haven’t been paid or sponsored to advertise this book—
I just think it’s DOPE. It’s enlightening, humble, witty and very easy to read. Although a point she made in Chapter IV was quite outrageous and disgusting at first. She starts by defining creative living as…
living a life that is driven more strongly by curiosity than by fear
…and stops the misconception that creativity is just for professional or academic artists (although if you are a visual artist, then that’s great). You could be a farmer. A builder. A doctor. Or any lifestyle in which you are consistently questioning, making things happen, and not letting fear get in the ratid ass way!
Her chapters are divided into the elements needed, such as ‘Trust’ and ‘Enchantment’ and is full of little anecdotes and living examples of stepping up your game. She has such a casual, conversational style in writing that is neither shallow nor tedious, but just relatable enough so that you really get what she’s saying – I.e. Life is full of paradoxes, and so is creativity. If you embrace courage, playfulness and divinity in your life, and affirm that fear will not take the leading role, big magic WILL happen!
And I agree! 🙂 Here’s to living a creative life and not just burying my creative head in the sand. Argh.
I also have a YouTube video reviewing the book on my channel Art|Tea|Afrika. Enjoy!